my life

2010-11-13T01:04:00.002+08:00

3rd week of school and the assignments, presentations and projects are piling up! Yikes!

My blog's dead for quite some time! Decided to revive it! :)

Today's cgm was awesome! My heart sank initially when I heard that there will not be preaching today, and there will be a prayer meeting instead. I really fear praying in front of people, especially praying for others! Parrot realised today that "owner" also share this same fear.

Really want to pray for her, I whispered for His help anxiously before starting the prayer, deciding not to "plan" what to pray for like I would always anxiously try to, and totally letting go and letting Him prompt me on what to pray.

I feel that there is an improvement, just too much pauses.:)

"Why don't you just trust me?" I felt this voice inside. Yes I should trust You and not fear so much!:)

I hope tuition lessons can start sooner! I am so excited to share my knowledge with my student and inspire her to work hard for her goals! I want to transform her life!:D I sound mad!hahaha!

I feel so joyful after cgm! Feels like skipping!:) If only I wasn't so clumsy and flip over the meehoon and covered Jiahui with it.:(

Okay!DRAMA TIME!

2010-08-31T01:54:00.002+08:00

How can i comprehend the length, the height and the depth of His love for me? I caught a glimpse of it and it's enough to keep me going on. :)

The world today loves conditionally.I heard this recently and felt that it is indeed true, not the whole world definitely, but most of it. And it's so tiring when ppl loves with conditions. Is it even considered love then?

While i was feeling worn out from all this emotionally, He came and reminded me how unconditional is His love. There's really really really NOTHING you can do to make Him love you more/love you lesser. Because this love is given to you just because you are you, you did not earn that love so there's nothing you can do that will make Him love you lesser.

You can let Him down so many times, but yet He says nothing but embrace you back into His arms once again when you come before Him and say "I've messed up again, i don't deserve Your love or forgiveness". Yes you don't deserve it but it is given to you by Grace, it cannot be earned.:)

And like i heard Pastor said before, His heart breaks when your heart breaks, and He rejoices with you when you rejoice. I believe there's nobody else that can love you more than He loves you.

There's just some ppl whom i really thank God for, that loves and show care and concern for me when i have done nothing to deserve it. I pray that God will bless them abundantly because they have been a blessing in my life. :)

2010-06-14T00:46:00.002+08:00

OUT OF MY HANDS

Out of Your hands Into my heart
You give it all for me
Love that is real My emptiness filled
That's when I first believe

Out of Your hands Into my heart
You put Your songs in me
Rivers will flow Healing me whole
That's when my soul will sing

My heart can never comprehend
Love crucified the Man Whose open hands were nailed for me
And now I live each moment serving only You
Jesus my Lord

Out of my hand Back to your heart
I give my all to Thee
Words aren't enough For me to start
To say what You meant to me

I surrender to your love I surrender to your love

There's a void inside of me that only You can fill. I know because I can spend the whole day doing other things which I thought was more important, and yet still feel so empty inside. Till i stop running around and come before You and Your loving presence, that's when i feel complete.

2010-06-02T22:32:00.003+08:00

Today is wednesday, 2nd of June.

2 plus weeks to end of attachment.

Asia Conference just ended last week.And i have only one word to describe.AWESOME.Thanks to all the wonderful ppl who served tirelessly.And of course, His presence there with us.:)

Attachment is better and better, am gonna miss this ppl!They are all so nice!

But im dreading the report writing.First time writing and it's hard and draggy.But im going to be focused!

Cant wait to go back sch to do FYP with pretty Elaine.:).Days of grabbing each other around the neck is back!

This whole big hoo haa over City Harvest is still not over yet.But I have total trust in my church, Pastor Kong and all the other members of the committee.Everything's gonna be alright and we'll come out even stronger than before!<3

And!Daddy God is simply great!Was talking and thinking about how i dont want an additional tuition job until asia conference is over.And the night of the last day of asia conference, less than an hour after it ended, received a call from tuition mummy, saying she wants to increase tuition sessions for the holidays(It's not a new assignment so i dont need to let agent eat my pay plus dont need to end assignment if i have not enough time).AWESOME OR WHAT?! Praise the Lord!Even random remarks and thoughts are heard by Him.:)

2010-05-26T00:44:00.002+08:00

Have you ever experienced being with a group of people and when you talk(not interuppting any conversation), yet nobody listens.sometimes you have to repeat yourself yet nobody seems to listen? Then you ended up being quiet and then they ask you why are you so quiet.

That's how i felt with a particular grp of ppl.I think it's not intentional but with other ppl,even if i just mumbled something in the middle of a conversation, they might not reply and seems to miss what i said,but then after that they would asked me what was i talking about just now.That's how different it is.

I'm tired.I've got a feeling im not gonna stay here long with you guys.Though i know the main purpose for me there is not to enjoy myself but how am i going to go abt doing a good job when im feeling so damn miserable.That's why im so restless always around you all, totally opposite from the energetic girl that hops around during fellowship,enjoying herself by annoying other ppl.:)

I just want to run back to my lovely family members, best girlfriends and my beloved W511.The people whom i enjoyed myself with.

Internship is becoming more and more awesome btw.Partner is becoming more and more endearing to me.My prayers are being answered, thank you Daddy God.:)

2010-05-10T01:48:00.002+08:00

I dont want to look like im running after you, so i always ended up acting nonchalant. I can be at ease talking to everyone in the room but you. I can sit between you and another person and kept talking to that person instead of you.

I dont even know what im doing.I have so much pride i'm so not gonna make the first move.

So it's never going to work out.I'm going to put an end to this.It's for real this time.

2010-04-14T01:54:00.002+08:00

It's great to know that you have someone watching over you, protecting you, loving you all the days of your life.

Thank you Daddy God.:)

Had been asking for a word from Him this few days.

Before i set off for work today, i looked into my book of verses, and asked Him for a verse that He wants to speak to me about. And He gave me this verse.

The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid. Do not be discouraged.
Deuteronomy 31:8

Not really sure if this is a Rhema till He confirms with me again.

In the evening, something got into me, i started digging around for the disc that the church gave us. Chanced upon those march and december daily reading cards given by Gershon when some of us girls went to spring clean his house.

I just knew i had to randomly take one card from in there.I prayed and picked and gotton March 10's reading card. It's talking about attracting the Holy Spirit, and with Deu 1-2 on top of the card.Went to read the chapters.

He says, "The Lord your God, who is going before you, will fight for you, as He did for you in Egypt, before your very eyes, and in the desert. There you saw how the Lord carried you, as a father carries his son, all the way you went until you reached this place."
Deuteronomy 1:30-31

So!He will go before me, standing behind Him,i am safe!:)

2010-04-03T22:00:00.011+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOO!!

Good Friday was spent having a picnic with girls at marina barrage and then Easter Play in church.

Ate.Took pictures.Played HEART ATTACK!Enjoy the breeze.And the Sun.:)

Remembered the secondary sch days when we were wondering whether we wld even meet up after that, I'm glad we still meet up! Although everyone's busy, meetups once in a while is still awesome. I want us to continue like this..Go overseas together,be each other bridemaids in each other's weddings,get pregnant together,talk mummies talk,become grannies together.:D

Girls , it's not about the quantity of time we have together, but the quality. :)

And of course!Easter Service!Thought the praise and worship is too short.:/.Drama's nice, and i still can't help but teared when the part came when Jesus had to be whipped. I know there's nothing to cry about cause He has conquered death and is resurrected on the third day. I'm just so touched that He never gave up on us and went all the way.

Daddy God, in about 2 more months will be the 3rd yr since I've gave my heart to you and let you come into my life. I have not even read the whole bible once through yet! And until now, I still get so excited talking about You with other people! Like how mj and i got so excited just talking about what you've been doing in our lives during lunch breaks!:D

Though I'm not perfect Daddy,

some days i will be so on fire, some days i will feel like giving up, some days i will be bad, some days i will be good, some days i will doubt or worry, some days i will be so filled with faith.But i know no matter what, you will still loved me all the days of my life.:)

I want to get into a deeper relationship with you, to know you more and more each day!:)

I guess I've been avoiding serving at cch services after the last time i served cause i felt awkward and out of my comfort zone. I felt wierd during p&w, i dont jump, I dont get enthu.

But today, I was like, what the heck!Just praise God! I jumped, sang, clapped my hands, pumped my arm and shout "I love Jesus everyday!" with the kids! It was awesome, though i had to keep an eye on the kids at the same time, making sure the naughty ones dont run around. Their drama was nice too!

I'm still so excited now!!AHH!:D

Why cant i just have a normal conversation with you now, like the last time we talked about our childhood and laughed so heartily. That one conversation with you and the little times we shared together is what made me start to notice you and go on this big rollercoaster ride of feelings for you.Bet you didnt even notice.:)

2010-03-26T23:58:00.004+08:00

This post is dedicated to my Heavenly Father, the One who holds me on the palm of His hands, the One who I can depend on no matter what.

I didn't have the courage to raise my hands up to share my testimony yet again!My stubborn arms stayed by my side, heavy. Oh wells,I can share here too! Sharing this with whoever who stumbles by my blog. :)

Most of the people close to me would know that I'm currently having my internship. I was praying for a higher than average allowance, I wanted more but i remembered one time saying out loud a specific "amount" would be enough, and that exact amount was given to me. Yikes!should have said a higher amount. Still, it's higher than the amount recommended by the government.:D

I also prayed for a great supervisor, mentor and colleagues, and having favor with them. Sure enough it was given to me!They are a great team of people working together, like a large family, who helps one another and teases one another.:)

Supervisor is very encouraging,mentor is very understanding, patient, nice and funny! Made many careless mistakes earlier on but he's still very patient with me.

Colleagues are awesome, very friendly and super helpful, while on the other hand, some of my friends have colleagues who complained about them to their mentor, or colleagues that add their own stuff to my friends workload, or colleagues that scolded my friend for hrs.

In contrast, my colleagues comes to my rescue whenever i needed help and once, one was helping me take so much things he asked why does it seems like he is servicing me.HAHA!Had a few lunches with them and they never fail to make me feel like i belong in their family.:)

Had a report due today, me and my friends are not really sure how to get on with it. One of my friend ask her mentor and was told to ask her lecturer from school. I asked for help and my super busy mentor put aside 2 hrs of his precious time to help me with it, and even asked my supervisor to help look through it.

And my supervisor beamed at me today, telling me that my mentor says I'm very good with hands on experiment and he wants to give me even more challenging stuffs to do!

It's already one month! I think i'm gonna miss this awesome people when i'm gone.

Thank God for placing me in this lab with all this great people to work with! Thank God for letting me having favor with them!

All glory goes back to you!

Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. Matthew 7:8

Thank you, You who are able to do immeasurably, abundantly more than all we could ever ask for or imagine!:D

2010-03-07T22:34:00.007+08:00

Amazing testimony from Vanness! He came to our church once to share too. Amazing child of God. :D

Revelation during quiet time today.
Nehemiah 9
Daddy God loves us alot! Just that at times, like a good father, He have to discipline us too. So do not lose faith when you are being disciplined, He disciplines you because He loves you and because you are His child.

You are simply awesome!:D

2010-02-25T22:24:00.007+08:00

Exams are finally over!YAY!

I have 3 days to rest before internship starts on monday!A bit afraid yet i'm excited too!

Really regretted not revising earlier for the exams or being more diligent during the study week.I seems to feel no sense of urgency till like the day before the exams!

Screwed up basically the first paper Medical Biochemistry, felt really lousy after the exam. I felt i've let down ppl who have encouraged me and prayed for me. So I quickly pulled myself back up to fight the other two days of battle.

And God is indeed a great God!

For Molecular Biology, i felt led to focus on lactose and tryptophan operon although teacher never said much about it, and voila!Out of 7 questions, 1 is on lactose and another is on tryptophan. Praise the Lord!:D

For INAC, which is today, i dont know why but i made an big asterick on the portion about enantiomers and their seperation. Though friends said they never heard teacher said it's important. It came out for today's paper too. It's either teacher really gave the clue during lecture or i got this inspirition from somewhere?

All glory goes back to You!:D

But all is not perfect, I still made some mistakes here and there for these 2 papers.And MBC paper.. But still, I'm thankful! Daddy God you are awesome!

So after the exams went to JP with violet to hunt down my iphone case, my apple icon has so many scratches, it scratch my heart too. Haha! I'm like really choosy, i want quality yet i don't want to spend too much.

Actually just want to go grab one from Challenger but they've got limited colours and designs. So we went round and round, and finally went to Nubox. Bought a pink Cygnett cover with screen protector for 25 bucks.I think quite worth it lah, cause one screen protector around 15 le. It's not really bulky too. :)

HOORAY!I can finally read tons and tons of novels, watch my dramas, go swimming, play computer games!!

I'm unleashing the bookworm in me!I don't get 700+ degrees for nothing.:)

2010-01-28T00:17:00.004+08:00

There u go Arthur!Picture of the teddy!:)

Did those squats exercises that are supposed to tone up my thighs last night.Thighs aching as im walking.It's even worse when i take the stairs.

Friends in school should know that im the lazy bum that wants to take lift even when it's just a storey down.Not wanting to climb the stairs, even if it's going down one storey. So visitations, which comes together with climbing stairs, is really training me up!

HAHA!But i did had fun!Susan's fun to be with.While we are moving around, we can still joke and talk about everything under the sun (like how to make our arms slimmer?xp). Just that i really need to get used to interacting with the kids, which i find extremely hard.Why?

Stressful days are coming!Everything and everyone is like pushing me from all sides all at the same time.High expectations from tuition jobs, studies, etc. Somedays i really felt that i cannot do so much, cannot handle so much.

But i know, I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. I need to stop worrying and thinking i'm alone. Cause i'm not alone. He's watching over me and He wants me to depend on Him.:)

Why do i keep doing the opposite of what i really want to do and express to you? Why do i keep saying what i don't meant? I'm driving myself crazy.x)

2010-01-17T23:07:00.002+08:00

I had an awesome nineteen birthday!

Thank you people!I really love you all to bits.
Thank you family!cell group!Secondary school friends!Primary school friends!Poly Friends!Overseas friends,only you Arthur!=D

Thank you for the SMSes,Fb msgs,surprises, celebrations, cards, thoughtful presents!EVERYTHING!

You guys made me feel so special and loved!Im really really thankful!=D

So i've been busy as a bee this past few days!Always fall asleep immediately when my head hits the pillow!There were some days i just felt like going to sleep without showering or remving make-up!But of course i didnt la!

I overslept so many times this whole week!I got to take cab to school on wed,and fri i got to sch really late and got suaned by lecturer.

This is an exception because of birthday week!Next week onwards, which is tomorrow, im gonna be so punctual and well-organised and well-rest and radiant and full of energy!

My schedule is becoming more and more packed!With tuition, bible studies classes coming up, school, projects, Reinebeauty, ministry, Church. God help me, give me your energy and help me make everything fit together and flow smoothly so i do not have to reschedule here and there always.

I'm lucky i have Daddy God to help me through all this!He loves me, He really does!=D

2010-01-04T03:27:00.000+08:00

I dont understand you. =/

2010-01-03T05:29:00.018+08:00

It's sunday!Last day of my holidays!

Time flies!This is basically what i did for the 2 weeks holidays.=)

Chocolate warehouse trip with elaine, nana and sasuke dragon!

pre-christmas movie marathon/cooking/gift xchange party with W511

Shopping with girls before i head to candlelight service

-candlelight service with W511 and violet

Children's church big chrismas wrap

Chilling out with tian and elaine at cafe for hrs playing cards before christmas play.=D

christmas play service with W511 plus my girls/ christmas day countdown (at hk cafe =p)

Catch the hilarious movie Old Dogs with cell

Kbox with elaine and wr plus dinner with gp

New yr eve countdown plus thanksgiving party

Fun meetings with Sharon, discussing our work and use beauty masks on faces plus "experiments".=D.<3

And of course watching drama "You're beautiful"!

It's an awesome drama!I laughed heartily, cried at the moving parts and go gaga over the boys in the drama.=D I think im in love with the leader of the band in the drama.haha!<3

I know this is late, but as im reflecting on yr 2009, i realised im really thankful for all the people in my life!

I'm really thankful that i have such great friends in school (nana, elaine and sasuke dragon).They made my school life so much more fun and exciting!I love them so so much!=D

Also, my family, my lovely mummy and daddy, who took care of the family's every small and big things. And all my 3 beautiful sisters, whom i can run to when i have problems i cant tell ppl

outside, who each gave me their own wise advice and share with me their past experiences.=)

And of course!Im thankful that i have my cell grp W511 with me, this great grp of ppl who can walk together with me in this walk with Him. And furthermore, they are really fun ppl to be with.A place where i learn how to give and receive love(big hugs also!).They are family.=)

Last but not least, the one whom i want to place in the center of my universe, Him!I'm thankful that i have Him, someone who will always be here for me, 24 hrs a day. Someone who loves me unconditionally.=)

Yr 2009 has ended!I believe i have grown much in this yr!

WELCOME 2010!IT'S GOING TO BE AN EVEN BETTER YEAR!=D

2009-12-24T01:22:00.001+08:00

2009-12-16T23:13:00.002+08:00

One more paper!So far so good!=D

Momo love!Great show!

He's so cute and innocent inside~!=3

okok!off to study!

2009-12-02T01:08:00.002+08:00

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her.

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2009-11-25T23:23:00.004+08:00

I think im a really poor organiser of my time.I always seems to have not enough time.

I totally flunk todays' quiz.Leave so much blanks, so mad with myself.I went to sleep last night after reading only 1/4 of the notes and everything in the behind chapters came out.=/

RAWR!So i decided to be really attentive in today's lecture but i cant even hear him, everyone kept talking so loudly.=(

I cant sit still.It's like i forgot to do something.Cannot relax at all.

2009-11-21T01:38:00.002+08:00

I think i've got the best dad in the world.

Sister told him abt the veggie tingy im doing, so he prepared his super hot smabal chilli kangkong and fried tofu for me for dinner.

Aw.But i had eaten during fellowship but i still ate some when i came home.=D.

My eyes has been invaded by Serratia Marcescens!Red eye.

Plus blocked nose, itchy dry throat and tummy cramps.

I dont feel good.i just put some medicated oil on my temples and then rub my eye.HOT!

Feel like drinking some hot milk and lie down till tmr afternoon.

Bye!And my contacts have gone missing.Darn.

2009-11-19T23:05:00.005+08:00

Today's supposed to be project IS day but grp mates cancelled. Business students have lots of projects ya?=D

So i slept in and woke up around 11am plus.Then left home at 1pm to give tuition.

ALAS!The rain was super heavy, streets were seriously flooded around bukit timah area.How flooded?People had to stand at the seats of the bus-stops cause the water level is around their knees.

The drainage system is seriously lousy around that area, though many landed properties are there.I wonder why.

I got late cause the bus simply could not stop at my stop, got to stop several stops later.=/.Hide from the rain in beauty world Macdonalds for awhile.And went on to tuition.

That had meeting with Sharon.We got distracted and cleaned up my room, which is in a mess.=p.Our meetings has become kind of our girls hang out time le, always distracted and eating ah, playing computer.=p

Thinking of changing my blogskin.=)

Naughtiest cat in town

2009-11-15T01:52:00.005+08:00

I actually attempted to donate my blood today.

Elaine i really did go and queue up and all tt kays.

Cause i always say i want to donate but ended up being a scaredy cat and back out.

Today i went all the way.Filled up the form, doctor check-up, measure weight and blood pressure.Prick my finger for blood sample to check out.And queue up for my turn to donate blood.

I settle down on the seat, comfortable with blanket and all. Excited and nervous, until the person come and find my vein and couldnt find it.ARGH!

I got all nervous over nothing.I left the rest in the room and went to tell Mavis, I look so disappointed she thought i was going to cry.HAHA!cause i kind of have a mild sore-eye tt day too.

Anyways, something's wrong with me this days.Or may be due to the gloomy weather.

One moment i will be happy as a lark, the next moment i will be in the pits, dont even feel like speaking at all, just feel like sulking.

What's wrong with me?Even chocolate cant take away this heaviness.=(

Come and pull me up from the pits.

2009-11-11T20:53:00.003+08:00

2 hrs lecture today, 4 hrs practical cancelled due to dont know what teachers and students concert.

Imagine travelling 1 hr to sch just to be there for 2 hrs and travel 1 hr back home again.

You need strong willpower and strength to pull yourself up to go.I failed.I collapse back into bed.

Actually going for this lecturer lecture do not work for me.I dont understand what he's telling us, because of his accent.Can understand but need a few more seconds after each sentence to make out what he just said and by then he has already move on to the next sentence.

But i know he tried his best.=).Tutorial might be better.

Being playing the CSI game sharon lended me, super hard and clues are limited.Going crazy but cannot stop playing. It means i cant work as CSI agent i will give up if its in real life.Working in the forensics lab sounds good though.

Cant wait for Sunday's kbox session, to sing sing sing!=)

I want Dar lang's pink panther!So cute!=D

2009-11-06T00:52:00.004+08:00

On this day, God wants you to know...
... that it is time to finally forgive yourself. You've carried the guilt, the shame for long enough. You've kept your wounds open for long enough. The time has to come to let go, to heal. Keep the lessons and let the pain heal. Yes, you know what we are talking about it.

This is so accurate, i just randomly clicked cause i saw someone else used the application.

Not that im going to keep relying on this application to get revelations or answers from Him, but this is seriously speaking to my current situation. Just shortly after being able to talk about it with someone else,He spoke.

Time to stop condemning myself for a mistake anymore, it's like a thorn that is pricking me everyday, reminding me and accusing me that it's all my fault.

I forgive myself today, no more attacking myself on the inside anymore.

And i wash my hands off anymore things that might happen again in the future.

Thank you thank you thank you.I feel so carefree now.=)

It's raining almost everyday.

Hopping around avoiding puddles, sometimes its like im in my own world, jumping around avoiding getting my shoes wet.When it gets totally wet, i gave up and just walk right into big puddles.=D

Rainy days please go away.

2009-11-04T22:11:00.005+08:00

My blog has been dead for quite awhile.=D

School doesnt feels like school at all.Still havent switch back from holiday mode.=p

Still cant kick the bad habit of being late.Gotta get a super super loud alarm clock that cant be snooze first.

Today the bus was crawling like a snail, traffic jam.Super frustrated, really felt like getting off the bus and walking there on foot.

After that realised that the terrible jam was caused by an accident.

Saw legs sticking out of a blue police tent and one big boot in the middle of the road and the area is blocked off.

Looking at the single boot lying there just makes me think, when the man puts on his boots to go to work in the morning, did he have any idea that he is going to lie down dead here with one of his boots abandoned there?

Or did his wife/loved ones have any idea that this will be the last "bye bye" they will say to their husband/father?

Life is so fragile.We dont know what is going to happen next.I dont know if this is a hit and run accident, or a motorbike accident, or whatever.

But as a pedestrian we can be careful by not jaywalking, looking carefully before crossing the road, not taking for granted that the drivers will slow down to avoid us.

As a driver, we should drive carefully and not to drive so fast if not necessary.You have no idea which inconsiderate pedestrian is going to dash past and you might not be able to brake in time if you are speeding.

I jaywalk on a red man on a day with heavy traffic once quite some time ago.

I was tired and wanted to get to the bus-stop so i can get home quickly.

I thought the green man is coming soon (but its not if u never press the button), so i just went ahead and cross.Not realising that the cars are not stopping and are driving very fast.

By the time i realise,I couldnt very well stand in the middle because all the cars in different lanes are all driving towards me.

I could only not waste time and run as fast as i could without looking at the direction of the cars driving towards me.There was alot of honking and i was still stunned when i reach the other end safely.

Thank God im still alive today.

Okay, stop talking about depressing stuff.

Crushes are fun, isnt it.
Giggling, blushes, butterflies in stomach and rainbows everywhere.=)

2009-10-22T23:40:00.008+08:00

He is indeed amazing!

I stand in awe of you.You never fail to amaze me.

Everything just fits in together so nicely.One word from you is enough to let me know that you have always been by my side.Thank you!

Love you!:)

I will extol the Lord at all times; his praise will always be on my lips. Psalm 34:1

Whom have I in heaven but you? And earth has nothing I desire besides you. My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever. Psalm 73:25-26

Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. Psalm 23:4

2009-10-07T22:11:00.002+08:00

First day at Gina's workplace.So far so good!

Great,friendly and funny colleagues!And flexible too,let me go early to teach tuition.=D

Tuition turns out to be awesome too!Cooperative kid and mummy allows me to start later on friday.=D

Whatever it is, even if the circumstances are not perfect (There is no perfect circumstance!) or if the situation is unfavourable, I will still learn to praise Him and stay in His perfect peace, joy and love.=)

Life's beautiful!

I've got something to say though.Someone i added on fb updated her blog and told the whole world(ok, exaggeration, her entire fb contacts) to say how much she hated her Dad and her maid.There appears to be a lot of misunderstandings.

But why wash your dirty laundry in the public?Why shame yourself and your parents?

I can bet that she will regret posting up that entry and feel like deleting it soon when her anger ceased.

Though sometimes i would have quarrels with my parents and shout hurting words out of anger.I wouldnt tell the whole world how much i hate them and say bad things about them to the world.Cause i still love them, no matter how angry i was.

and He did tell us to honour our parents too.

So let's live happily, forgive and forget, be slow to anger and love everyone!Do our best everyday! =D

2009-10-04T00:07:00.004+08:00

Tuition in the morning!Tuition kid's maths final year exams coming!So gotta increase sessions maybe next week 2 lessons?=)

I purposely reach early, BUT YES!I lost my way again!

After that realised its the right way i just got confused and turn the wrong way when i saw the word "kismis".Lorong kismis and kismis green.Totally different things.=/

Anyways, i was so frustrated with myself i almost want to pull my hair out from its roots or what.Was just walking around aimlessly and sweating.

I screamed in my heart ,asking Him why He let this happened.

Then i saw an old grandpa with a little boy,a little girl and a maid,asked them the way and do you know what the kind grandpa say?

"I'm not sure where it is but i can drive you around and help you find."I was so amazed with how helpful they were!

And they were walking in from outside, not driving in a car when i approached them, so they still got to walk to where their car was.Abit paiseh.

After driving around for awhile we finally found it!And i really thank God, i believe He send one of His children to help me.Cause they happened to be believers too!They were playing a kids song about Joseph and his dream in the car.

He is truely watching over me,protecting me under His wings.He loves me.=D

Went for CIC, got knocked by a car while passing by children's church after the lesson.
HAHA!Is the "car" the kids cycle around in.But it hurts okay!Hobbled awhile due to the pain.

Wonderful service by Pastor Tan.And the great speaker that speak for 15 mins as well.=)

And goodness!IM SO EXCITED FOR TMR!!=D

2009-09-30T20:33:00.005+08:00

Picnic and games with Elaine and Nadiah and marina barrage today

I had so much fun today!!

Laughing so hard all the times and running so much my feet hurts.

Never really intended to suntan today.But it was so sunny!Have brown arms and legs and "shoe and watch marks" plus red nose and cheeks.

First ate abit stuff when we reached there.Then try to do jump shots with 10s self timer.Super funny!Dont know when the timer is coming off so we just kept jumping and laughing very hard.=D

Then watched the two set up the kite and start "flying" it. Wasnt really successful but it was real fun!Took loads of videos.=p

Rest, ate and drink.Take more photos.Then play frisbee!Quite fun!Bit abit tiring.=)

Super tired so we packed up and trained to raffles,ate ice-cream and went to the Esplanade library to chill out.

Lastly head to Coffee bean for some caffeine and fun!Played uno, cheat, heart attack(Elaine screamed Uno instead of heart attack 2 times!HAHA!) and the "snap game".

Laughed so hard my tummy hurts and Nadiah even laughed till tears came out!

Headed home soon after that.Happy day!=)

Love this photo.=D

TATA!

2009-09-29T21:48:00.005+08:00

The roadshow person didnt called me for interview on Monday.

Regretted not going for the earlier interview when they called.I should count myself lucky they shortlisted and called me when i just sent one resume out.=/

So i'll just be teaching tuition for the next 3 weeks of holidays.No roadshows job.=(

And watching dramas and eating and sleeping for the rest of the holidays.

Big bag of "coco crunch"!

Should brisk walk and go swim more too!To burn off the calories.=D

Tmr will be flying kite, playing frisbee and uno cards and having a picnic tomorrow with sweeties!YAY!

Got to keep a record of my finances already.Dont know where all the money go.=(

Clumsy me accidently put my little finger in a fan on "3" mode again.Two deep long cuts on my poor finger.I was trying the grab the fan and turn it around without turning my head and looking at it.

Dont be lazy to turn your head next time.=/

And He showed me the story of Gideon yesterday twice.Kept rereading the story but dont know which part am i supposed to get the msg from.

But nevertheless, still excited that He spoke again!
Love you love you love you!! <3

Like the happy song?
Its gonna be another day in the sunshine~~=)

2009-09-27T16:07:00.002+08:00

Totally adorable.

3 more weeks till school reopens.

Timetable out le.

Mon,wed,fri-9am to 5pm

tues-9am to 3pm (9-12 on odd weeks!YIPPEE!)

thurs not out yet.

Choosing the module on thurs.

Feel like im rushing here and there nowadays.Always got to brisk walk from this place to the next.Why like that?

2009-09-24T21:41:00.002+08:00

A friend shared this above video on facebook.

Then i found this above one, think it's the same dog.

So heartbreaking!Watching that small dog using all its strength to help pull his partner across the road, risking his life as well.

And then keep nudging his partner, like asking her to wake up, hoping that there are still chances that she can survive.=(.

Why they anyhow cross the road.Haiz.One knocked down le another still must be brave to cross and pull his partner as well.Brave doggy.

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!I very scared see this kind of sad videos.Cant get them out of my head.Like the killing of dolphins videos as well.

Just came back from little india with sharon.Bought our oil le.=)
First time to little india!ok lah.

tts all.just wana blog abt the dog.So sad.

2009-09-12T00:48:00.007+08:00

Sentosa with Elaine today! (Over 12am le, so shld be ytd.=p)

Was so looking forward to having bronze sun-kissed skin after suntanning.
But it started drizzling after we laid our mats down for awhile.=(

But the short time we had there was great also.Eating chips and crossiants.Crapping and enjoying the breeze.

Just doing nothing feels great!

Took very few pictures.Grabbed frm elaine's blog.=p

Oh ya!While we were eating on the beach before it started raining, a peacock was wandering around and came super close to us!Like a few cm away!

Super scared lah!I kept running away when it came near, I scared it will like open its wings and start pecking me or what.While Elaine just sat there calmly though she's afraid as well.

I asked her what if the peacock come super close and attack her.She say she think she will push the peacock!!HAHA!!So funny!

My first reaction is run first, dont even give it chance to attack.

And after it went away, when we thought all was well.It came near to us a second time!Scary bird!Same thing happens, i ran away while Elaine sit there staring at the bird.HAHA!

Was busy running away so didnt take pictures of the peacock.=(

Then had Cgm!All was great!Love it!=D

And applied for another tuition job with quite low rate.Then the agency reply super fast!Then
ended up it was taken up and i was given another assignment with higher rate.Tomorrow first day!Jiayou!

Thank God!Thank you for the blessings!

Lalala~~

2009-09-09T16:49:00.000+08:00

Angry.

Some ppl make me very FAN!

2009-09-08T23:51:00.003+08:00

Got so frustrated just by looking at what is happening around me recently.

The issue of "chatting with your other half on the phone".How long exactly is too much and how long exactly is too little?

One could want to talk for hrs on the phone while the other half just wants to do their own stuff and maybe just talk for a few minutes and just "good nights" etc.

After pondering for awhile, i realized its really a question of everyone's individual core love language (Words of affirmation,time,gifts,touch,acts of service).

It's one of the stuff i only get to know after coming to church.Anyways i thought i was a "words" person.But i changed to a primary "quality time" and secondary "acts of service" person.

Words becomes the lowest on the list. I feel that words of affirmation is not really that important to me now. Words can be spoken without really meaning it, isnt it. Super dislike sweettalk.

You can try it out!=)
http://www.afo.net/hftw-lovetest.asp
This test was adapted from The Five Love Languages: How to Express Heartfelt Commitment to Your Mate by Gary Chapman.

I dont know talking on the phone is considered as "words of affirmation" or "quality time".Guess its a mixture.

So we should get to know our partner's love language and meet each other needs in that area isnt it.Like, if one,A is "words and time" another,B is "gifts and acts of service", what should we do?

So both should give in to meet their partner's love language.

Not to have one partner A needing their partner B to spend some time talking on the phone, while B is frustrated and refused to take out a part of their time to talk to A.

And of course, A and B could talk for a reasonable amount of time (not too long) if not B would feel weary cause B own needs are not met. And so A should then do what B enjoys, for eg. giving gifts and doing stuffs for B.

If not they will continue to quarrel over this same issue of time duration of talking of the phone.Haiz.

Okay lah, i know easier said then done.
I dont even have to patience to msg continuously.I will go crazy!

Unless im crazily in love with him, then can lor.hehe.Single best la!I got the best partner in the world, Him.=)

2009-09-07T03:13:00.002+08:00

I have to admit, I've not been reading His word faithfully and seeking His face just recently after exams.

I was busy playing games, watching dramas, reading books..Though i kept reminding myself that i need to be disciplined in quiet time,prayer etc.

And i really feel empty this couple of days!And more easily flare up over little things.And more impatient and getting weary easily.Not having much joy and peace in my heart.And a constant unease, worrying about something but dont know what it is.Feeling burdened.=/

I literally had to restrain myself from watching dramas and went to look at Ulf Ekman's daily devotion instead.Today's daily devotion is talking about self control!I really need to exhibit self discipline in my walk with Him.=)

It's not gonna be hard anyways, it's a relationship with a true living God who loves unconditionally.=)

But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.
Isaiah 40:31

2009-09-04T23:54:00.008+08:00

Stubborn me went to bed around 4am last night. Knowing i have to wake up early the next day yet still go to bed so late.=p

Today's my first time to an army open house and i have to admit, its much better than what i've expected! I get to experience and try out stuffs i will not get a chance to experience!

Grabbed pictures from facebook, shaun so efficient ah!

Experiencing what it is like to carry their baggy.

Got to carry their army bag (for missions i think) and of course carry the gun. The bag super heavy! Must be careful dont fall backwards when you carry.

Thought it was okay until they let go of the weight of the bag totally on my shoulders!Abit shocked by the heaviness of the load they had to carry.

I really salute the guys!Must carry this heavy heavy load, carry this heavy gun and run/crawl or whatever.

Battlecry

I get to fire a real gun/rifle?, first at this.

But kinda hard to switch back and forth between "safe" and "can shoot" parts.

There were long pauses when im trying to switch back and forth the "safe parts".

And unfair! I got lesser bullets! I didnt even get a chance to try to deactivate the bomb in the last room. A little bit disappointed. =(

The life firing range

The gunshots are so much more louder and the recoil slightly greater than battlecry and we got to go into a foxhole.I forgot, isit shoot 100m targets or what.

For this, i seriously dont understand how shld i aim the target, i saw 4 targets instead of 2. Don't know what i'm supposed to do although i did pay full attention during the briefing.=/

Gina say i asked a lot of questions very funny!HAHA!I realised after awhile too, so just anyhow pull the trigger, gave up trying to understand this "shooting aiming handling gun tingy".

I think i saw a glimpse of relief on the guy's face when he handed me my pin.=p

And DRUMROLL~~

OUR RIDE ON THE CHINOOK!Thanks to them who won the lucky draw!

When i heard helicopter ride, i visualize those that can seat 2 passengers and driver de!Didnt expect is the big one we step into earlier on.

Overall its a slightly windy and noisy ride, and the driver "zooms and swopes", make me feel slightly nauseous.But its a great experience!=)

On the way home!Fun day!=)

Then joined mum, cousin and the other "blue angels" for the signing of weilian albums.

To be honest, Weilian's voice is really very nice,especially live singing.and he looks much better each day, tanned and wearing a beighy cardigan.=D

I think i have a thing for big guys with tanned arms and who wears cardigans with sleeves rolled up to the elbows.I like.=D.

2009-09-01T00:01:00.008+08:00

Just embed this song by rong zhu er that my sister sharon introduced to me!Super nice!And the Mtv abit sad.=(

And i think what this song talks about is indeed very true.

Sometimes in relationships, the feelings between two person really has already faded but they cannot part with each other because they are already so used to each other in their lives. Separation would meant alot of changes and they cannot bear with the changes they have to face in their daily life.

I guess this is what happened with me too.

I guess our feelings for each other have already faded long ago but we cannot bear to face the changes that will come if we part.

I guess its the same for some couples.The thought that "since we've already come this far, wouldn't it be a waste", "what about the anniversaries, outings and celebrations that we've planned earlier on?" and "oh no,i cannot call him/her and talk anymore" that kept us going back to each to other again and again after breakups.

But after it all ended, im really glad we stopped staying together because of silly reasons. And i do hope that we can still talk and still be friends if we ever do get the chance to meet again.Cause i think he really makes a great friend!

Anyways i hope couples out there dont dig this same grave for themselves as well.They should not let the love fade by meeting each others needs and wants and work hard to keep the fire going on!

But when i see sec one/two students or even primary school students in BGR, i would secretly think in my heart.Little kids, tan she me lian ai!HAHA!But looks kinda cute la, for some sweet couples holding hands!

Violet bought the book Pastor Kong recommended "His needs,Her needs".The next time the right one comes along, I'm well prepared with this book!Haha!

I pray that the next one that comes along is really my Mr right!

In the mean while, im happily loving Him and my sisters and brothers in Christ,and my family and friends too!=)

Holidays rocks!I finally can do all the stuff im crazy for during exams.Watching dramas, blogging, singing, sleeping late, playing games.

But i do feel empty inside after playing for around 2 days.

I realised this emptiness can only be filled by Him alone.Only you can make me whole!=)

You hang the stars, Your love makes them glow.You cared for the lilies, the sparrows You hold. ^_^

2009-08-25T23:40:00.002+08:00

1 paper done, 3 more to go.

Alot of people from other courses last paper le, their fb status all put one more to go.

i still got three more.

My head hurts.

Jiayou jiayou!

2009-08-19T18:28:00.002+08:00

Its wednesday already!3rd day of study week..

Wasted my time looking at an ant today.

I dropped some biscuit crumbs on my desk while snacking.Then while studying halfway, i saw an ant and tried to swept it away but failed,cause i was quite gentle. Didnt wanted to kill it. =p

Instead of being swept away, the ant dropped the crumb it was carrying and it ran around frantically, like looking for the crumb.

I super guilty lah! Then i gave it another crumb but it's too heavy, it move its feelers frantically like asking for help.=(.

Next time dont anyhow drop crumbs so wouldnt have to worry about poor ants le.

Im really super lame to blog about this.HAHA!But honestly, i really do feel guilty for making the ant lose its crumb.

And spending this few afternoons at home really convinced me that i would like to be a housewife next time!

Such a nice thing.Clean up the house!Go to market!Have a nice cool shower in the afternoon!Have lunch.Hang out the laundry when its sunny!Fetch kids from school.Take care of them.Prepare dinner.Wait for husband come back!Have dinner!Watch tv!Put kids to bed!

What a great life!

But will be boring in the long run, i guess.

Go work better bah.=)

So in order to get a job i must study!!Go study le!!=p

2009-08-18T20:03:00.000+08:00

I think im having stress overload!

Failed my CCTA practical test.=(.Cell counting, i go count the small tiny sq as 1mm2.is the big one. (you understand ma? =))

Data marks all gone, but behind the dry practical i just tried my best, some ticum put in also correct leh!Overall ok. really want to thank God!

But overall fail by one mark la!=p

And i looked at the amount of stuff i want to study, i really panicked!

Whatever i read now cannot go inside my head!I kept worrying if this stuff got come out anot?Am i wasting my time on this/that part!Dont know skim through or focus on this one or that one!

All modules must memorise de, when im nervous, nothing can go in.

I think i really need to depend on Him for strength and determination to go through this stressful period.

Everything will be over in 2 weeks, hang on there.=)

2009-08-14T10:17:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Why this kind of things keep happening to me!!

Was supposed to get my long awaited tuition pay yesterday!Was supposed to get on this monday but they cancelled 2 lessons so yesterday was the 12th lesson.

Then when i was on the bus, 2 stops away from their house, they called to cancel!But its a really valid reason, one of their loved ones passed away.=(

Not only did i not recieved my pay, i've got hrs to spare,with no notes with me, cause i thought i would head straight to cgm after tuition.

So rushed back to sch, to study lecture notes frm library computers, which is totally inefficient and a not conducive place to study.=(

So tuition should be changed to today, but cancelled again.

Not blaming them,they are really nice people! but i just disliked not getting my pay on time.I need the money.=/.

Having empty pockets makes me feel insecure.

I know i know, i should not seek for the sense of security from money.But i just cant help feeling insecure with empty pockets.

I just have to trust in Him and not worry anymore!Yesterday's offering msg is like speaking to me lah.=p

Next week's study week so i will be staying indoors having full-on-revision.

CHIONG ALL THE WAY!!

Guess i shall head for the books now..

Nevertheless, i still want to thank Him!

It has been a long stressful week with all the term tests and practical tests!He gives me energy to go through all of it!He's great!

I am a happy girl because of Him!=D

Love you, Daddy God.=)

2009-08-09T23:46:00.004+08:00

Had a busy week!

Not enough sleep on some days that i just dozed off without switching off the computer.Waste electricity.=(

Lack of sleep and stress frm approaching exams made me fall sick.Throat hurts like hell first, then shivers and sneezes, felt feverish,yet body temp is lower then 37 degrees.37.6 and above is considered as fever.

Feel horrible lah!No energy/enthusiasm to do anything,let alone studying.Just feel like lying down and not talking.

Then coughed up yellow phlegm!So kept drinking water until bloated like a balloon.

But thankfully im well again!Have energy to jump around le!YAY!

ok, outline for part of the week!

Thursday

sleepover at sister Sharon's new house.NICE!Though they havent finish unpacking.

Me and sharon got carried away with finding their blender to make strawberry oreo milk shake, wasted a chunk of time.Still got tons to do!!

Friday

Being a vainpot with sharon, busy helping me apply false eyelashes until i late for sch le!

Still left hp at home run back take.
HAHA!I WANT TO SLEEPOVER AGAIN!

Catch movie with my dear ones, elaine and wr after sch."UP" is an awesome movie!Touching,funny,very nice!

Took photos with my phone!AND THEY ARE GONE!GONE WITH THE WIND!(see what happen on sat.)

Tuition kid cancelled lesson again.I highly suspect is the whole family want to go out and play lor.=/.

Steamboat/songs rehearsal at Shaun's place on fri was great as well!=)

Saturday

Before service, drenched phone with honey lemon.It just black out cannot open u know!Reached home blow dry try again can le.But keep cannot detect memory card.My photos and music.Ayes.

YL zone open house was great too!Though i wld have enjoyed it more if i wasnt trying to suppressing my hacking coughs and clearing my throat half of the time.

Sunday

Feel totally okay!

Need to revision on tons of stuff. Memorising is really.. i dont like it. I do my best! Mug hard!!Jiayou!

2009-08-02T20:57:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 20TH ANNIVERSARY CITY HARVEST CHURCH!!

We celebrated at the s'pore indoor stadium today.Starts at 9am, but heard there were ppl queueing last night already.WOW!haha.so enthusiastic.=)

Many many people!Great service.We spend like 6 hrs inside!

And everything is magnificent and some simply took my breath away.The praise and worship,videos,performances,sparks,balloons,confetti,word shared,speech given by Pastor Kong.=)

Let us all stay united as one big family!

I love my church to bits!I thank Him for directing me to this church.=).
And like belinda says, i shall stay with this church for all my lifetime.I want to let my children grow up here too.=)

Will be kinda busy this days.Packed schedule!=(
Exams faster come and go leh.Holidays come come come!

2009-08-01T22:29:00.004+08:00

It has been a long week.

Exams are coming.
2 term papers CCTA and MMB next next week, plus a bunch of practical tests.=/.

After that will be one week study week.

Then 4 papers from 24th-27th.All papers at one go!

So much to memorise!I think sooner or later. I'll mixed up all the facts and write down answers for one module on another's module paper.AHH!!

Plus Sharan exams is on the same week as mine.

AND AND AND!
Festival of Praise is great i have to say.The praise and worship, and the preaching as well.=).
His presence is very strong and tangible!=)

I find myself growing more each day!
I find it easier to forgive others and to humble myself before others.
And i find myself in situations where i was treated unjustly, but i swallowed up my tears and put down my pride and did not act rashly,but depended on Him to give me comfort.
It's difficult!I cannot do it alone, and i did not do it alone.He was helping all the way.=)

Take one step towards Him, and He will take a thousand steps towards you.

2009-07-28T23:22:00.000+08:00

Some days, wont you have deep thoughts?

What's the whole purpose of this life?
Most would say it is to study hard,get a good job, get a good partner, marry, have kids, have grandkids, grow to a ripe old age and die peacefully.

But tt's not my purpose.

My purpose is to fulfill the purpose you have for me.And to go after the visions and dreams that you've planned for me.To use the talents and gifts you gave me to shine for you and bring glory to your name.

That's my purpose.=)

"The Lord gives strength to his people; the Lord blesses his people with peace." Psalm 29:11

"For I know the plans i have for you,"declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
Jeremiah 29:11

2009-07-26T16:28:00.002+08:00

If you are feeling gloomy or down..

Here's some stuff you can try to feel HAPPY!!

(1)Laughing!!
They say laughing is the best medicine, and it triggers the release of endorphins!
Endorphins are neurotransmitters that gives you that elated feeling, which can last up to 12 hours for some people!
(taken from http://yourtotalhealth.ivillage.com/endorphins-101-your-guide-natural-euphoria.html)
SO!Watch some comedies/funny reality shows/movies to bring your mood up and laugh heartily!

(2)Chocolate!
It helps rev up endorphins and is associated with feelings of comfort and contentment!
So grab some chocolate bar/chocolate icecream or cake and wadeva and start munching!BUT REMEMBER TO EAT IN MODERATION!=)

(3)Exercise!
It also helps in releasing endorphins!And we look more toned up and radiant after that too!A cold shower to ease the muscles pains after that helps too!

(4)Get out into the sun!

Sunlight helps to regulate a multitude of hormones and neurotransmitters that control the body clock and have strong effects on mood and behaviour.

When the sun goes down the pineal gland signals the production of melatonin to increase, which in turn signals the body that it is time to sleep.

In the morning when sunlight enters the eye, the pineal gland signals production of melatonin to decrease and that of serotonin to increase.
Serotonin wakes us up and keeps us in a good mood, bringing emotional stability and allowing us to see the sunny side of life!

Sunlight hitting bare skin is also very important.

The body requires sunlight on the skin to be able to produce vitamin, which has important mood modulating properties of its own, as well as playing a role in influencing other important chemicals.

(http://www.ei-resource.org/treatment-options/treatment-information/seasonal-affective-disorder-(sad)-treatment/)
So go out for a walk or something to get some sunlight today!=)

LALALA~~~

2009-07-24T01:20:00.003+08:00

I'm bursting with happiness!I'm full of joy!

I feel like laughing all day long.I smile to myself without realizing it.^_^

This days, people ask me why am i smiling all the time or they ask me what am i thinking,cause im smiling to myself.=p

And when i faced problems here and there in life, i laughed.

Cause i know in whatever situations, He will always be here with me. I lift up my burdens,worries, weariness all up into His hands.

I feel so light!So free!So full of energy! His presence alone is enough for me.=)

I sang out my lungs during praise and worship!You are worthy of our praise!

As i walked home after cgm just now, (it is close to 12am i think) i felt like singing and skipping!

Praise the Lord! For the Lord is good; sing praises to His name, for He is gracious and lovely!
Psalm 135:3

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2009-07-21T19:55:00.004+08:00

The world is so corrupted this days.

Why cant everyone take down their face masks and be genuine to one another?

Is it so hard to love instead of hate?To be honest instead of lying?To be kind instead of being mean?

To not backstab,to not betray. I thought that only exist in secondary school days.

Ya, maybe its hard for some to be genuine.
But i cant help but feel upset over the corruptedness of this all.

Yes, there is such a word as corruptedness, in case you are wondering.It's a noun.=)

Oh well.Im still glad that most of the people around me are genuine, loving people!=)

Went brisk walking with joanne just now!

Like the breeze and the weather around 6pm!sky bright but not sunny!

Cars and buses going past!Inside them should be people on their way home from work,students on their way home from school.=)

What a great feeling!No worries about homework, exams, projects!

How great it feels to be alive!^_^

2009-07-19T22:52:00.006+08:00

I just realised i really do love His word, my bible.

I even feel a flicker of excitement as i flipped through the pages.

Cause He really do speaks to me through His word.

Not a coincidence, cause it can happened 3 times in a row in a few hrs with Him repeating this same verse.So many verses,(hundreds million i guess?)and i got that one verse 3 times in a row.

But i really need to care for its cover.Its all worn and tattered.And i dont wana get another bible.Guess i shall find time to find a suitable wrapper to wrap it in.=)

I shall forgive people for the wrong things they did and love them.

RANDOMS!
I rememeber why i shld be glad i didnt get to bowl on sat.

If you got on your speaker,tts my sister sharon OHNOing in the background.
That's a video frm the past.Im bad at bowling and i dont feel like improving it.Yes my posture all that is wrong as well.

Plus at tt time i dropped the whole bowling ball hard on the ground everyone turned to look at me.
I just want to dig a hole in the ground and put my head inside like an ostrich.

HAHA!

Tata people!I love all of you ppl who read my blog!Though its like only how many hits a day only.=)

2009-07-18T23:58:00.010+08:00

Today is saturday!My favourite day of the week!

My new lift!Now i dont have to climb stairs!Even though i live on the third storey!

Actually want to join cell grp mates for bowling,but me and joanne arrived late,

Went to have lunch at changi airport popeye's.Going at this hr good eh.No crowd.=)

Shared a meal with joanne.Quite full.Regretted buying an extra drink.Cause their meal is chicken plus 2 side dishes.so many!Plus no biscuits stocks.=(

Took photos!=p

Trained home. =)

Nose swabs on blood agar!!

Left one's elaine, right one's mine.Both negative.

Its white cause we culture them and they grow.Not boogers ah!+ve will have clearings

And it's pretty dangerous if you are positive and it gets into your blood stream,like digging nose till it bleeds.They will lyse,meaning burst your blood cells.Causing poisoning of the blood.something like tt.=/

I miss having someone to hold hands with.

But i dont want just anyone.

Guess i have to wait for the right person to come along.

2009-07-15T23:41:00.003+08:00

ITS WEDNESDAY!!

Today had my first tuition with cute little shanna.Sweet but abit too chatty!

Need to put in loads of hard work to pull up her grades though.I will do my best.=)

Anyways!I guess having true,geniune,great friendships is indeed important in life!

Im glad that most of my friendships are genuine and great!

People who
(1)Cheer me up when im down
(2)Make me laugh till stomachache,
(3)Play silly games (such as sticking temperature stickers on backs)
(4)Share my deepest thoughts and feelings with
(5)Someone to whine to
(6)Shoulders to cry on
(7)Scold me when i really deserve a scolding
(8)Nudge/scare me when im falling asleep in lectures
(9)Someone who can pull me up when i fall
(10)Someone who loves me just the way i am

These are just some of the things different genine friends around me do.

I enjoy myself and i feel good with these ppl frm different areas of my life.

When there are people that put you down or make you feel awful.

People who makes you feel like crying instead of laughing heartily.

Leave them.These arent true friendships.

Okay!

Overdue pictures!

Mummy birthday cake.She got a second one too!But i lazy to take photo of it.=p

Some lunchy day photos.=)

Once again, i want to thank Him. For the wonders He do in my life. His love brings joy to my heart, my entire being!

Everyday's a wonderful day, cause you are holding my hand wherever i go. =)

2009-07-10T21:06:00.002+08:00

I think im going insane..

Recently, i found that i cant seems to concentrate/focus at anything at all.
It's like people can talk to me,i have to really make an effort to listen and process what they are saying.

Or i would keep "huh?",asking them to repeat themselves.

Hope its because of tiredness, not what attention deficiency thingy.GOTTA GO RESEARCH ABT THIS!

And today was like my super duper retarded day lah!

After doing project, i saw like loads of miss calls and msgs from 5 diff ppl.Called some and msged back, but my mind like cannot move, cannot think what replies i want for the msgs.

Then i saw some of cell grp ppl at the bus!
I was like so distracted.

Keep trying to think abt the msgs and about meeting Gina.Trying to juggle everything at once.

Told them im going to westmall, but i kept thinking i was going to alight at Shell station and tt im reaching soon.Cause i usually take 157 home from there.=O

Then they asking me questions i also like need to take time to think awhile before answering or just mumbled some reply.My mind was elsewhere.
Sorry ppl!I need to get some serious rest!

And i got so cranky during project.sorry project mates.=/

Gina saw i was so tired, so we had a short lesson.My eyes like blinking continuously to prevent them from shutting!Sorry girl!Next lesson i'll be attentive!

This is like a "sorries" entry.HAHA!

And i tried to be punctual for school today!But i switched off all the alarms when they rang.ARGH!

Everything's not going my way today.

2009-07-10T00:10:00.002+08:00

I love Cell Group Meetings!

Love the praise!the testimonies!the worship!the preaching of word!The offering msg!The fellowship afterwards.Sharing of food and chatting away.Cleaning up and leaving.Everything of it!

Oh ya!And the games before cgm of course!I missed it cause i was late.=(
Think next friday dont go home first le.Like quite dumb right.1 hr go home frm sch,sit sit abit then come out travel 1 hr again.I could have studied in school!=(

Back to subject!I love cell grp meetings!So cozy together like one big family.=)

Watched Ulf Ekman's podcast again before school today.Just randomly picked one.

Just so happened to pick 78th.

Watched 76th and 77th very long time ago.Remember that time i watched, he talks very fast, but i didnt want to miss any of it.I ended up kept rewinding again and again to copy down every single word he said.Cause it was really good!

This morning, i was thinking of just watching.Not intending to copy down any notes.But ALAS!I still rewind and copied down like the last time too,it was so good i cant help but copy down the notes!

Didnt copy down every single word he said this time though.Almost late for school because of this.HAHA!I just cant bring myself to press stop on the podcast!

He said some of us would say we have our needs,need to work,claiming that there's not enought time.
"You've got all the time in the world, you just have the wrong priorities."

"But God can do more in the few hours you seek Him"

"All of your worries that keeps you away from Him all the time so you never come to Him, you never stay long enough for Him to answer, to build faith into your life, so that the wisdom can come so that the situation you're in turns around."

"When we are doubting, we say it is not worth the time, the effort, the prayer because probably He is not going to do anything anyway"

"We should come with boldness,come expecting"

"Then Heaven will come down and glory will fill your soul and God will do mighty things for you!"

Whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have recieved it,and it will be yours. Mark 11:24

=)

2009-07-08T00:02:00.003+08:00

Procrastinate

I dont used to be a procrastinater!

I used to be a hardworking freak
Hardworking until, i get home from school have to immediately finished up homework.I couldnt play computer or watch tv without a peace of mind if not all the work is done.That was in my primary school days.

Then secondary school days,homework become tougher,get home later as well.As well as BGR.I started being a procrastinater.Pushing back work to be done.

Now worse!
Projects,research to be done.Pre lab reports,post lab reports.
But what did i do?
I reach home.Shower.Snacked.Play computer.dinnered.Watch Tv.
THEN i get started on my work in the late evening.0_0

WHY I BECOME LIKE THAT!

Why do we procrastinate? '

Will you have that naggy little voice at the back of your head reminding you this and that things that u've pushed back to be done? Isnt it more stressful?

I do.
So why do we not complete the things before playing,etc.

We would have a sense of accomplishment and satisfaction.And can enjoy ourselves cause we know we deserve the rest.

IM GOING TO START BEING A NON-PROCRASTINATER TODAY!

2009-07-04T02:57:00.003+08:00

Just watched a video of a pervert running around doing stuff to girls.From an email asking us to watch out for him.

How to watch out for him?

I feel like throwing up.

I think i will kill myself if something like that happens to me.

I feel like throwing up.

2009-07-03T00:39:00.005+08:00

"Starting a Business" IS module not as bad as i thought it would be.

The teacher quite nice.Have a few of the same classmates for "understanding financial statement" module as well.=)

The good thing is that all work will be finished in class, so we do not need to meet up project mates outside of class!=)

Cant wait for snowball to go for his 2 final injections!So we can let the 2 cats meet le.

Baddie is a very mature cat. Everytime he wants something, he will miao once or twice then sit there patiently in front of you.

He bullies me lor.When i eat, he will wait patiently in front of me for some scraps. If never give will feel bad lor. =p

Caught u yawning!!SO CUTE!duno why elaine say he's scary.

Had cgm at Aaron's place just now!I miss cell grp meetings!=)

I love the ppl too!=)

For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline.

2 Tim 1:8

Let me speak with boldness!

love you.=)

I put my trust in you.

2009-07-02T02:11:00.002+08:00

Was looking for new list of songs for blog just now.

Discovered this song "如果我变成回忆", sang by Tank.
Nana,it means "if i become a memory"Direct translation!HAHA!

Anyways!Most of you should know tank have heart problems,and he got a sister who died suddenly of a heart attack all that.

Made me so sad listening to this song.If he's my boy, i would want to spend every second i have with him. =(

Made me abit emo now.

So tired today, fall asleep in bus. Accidently alight 2 stops earlier. I always do this kind of things de leh!Totally sian diao, lazy wait for another bus.

So i walked home, pass the Huayi school.
So many memories, walking that same path i've walked from primary to secondary school some days.

There was a big cat last time there.I was so scared of it i always walk 1 big round.

The cat's not there anymore.=(

The guy in drama become bad guy already.He changed from a all smiles,funny, confident guy into a insecure, worried and angry guy.
Dont feel like watching le.

tmr sch starts at one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-29T23:41:00.003+08:00

First day of school!!

Got back CCTA paper.21/50.=/

Reality crashes down on us, gotta finished up immonology project and present in 2 weeks time.

Inspiration come come come!Must think up of a brilliant creative and educational game to teach others of immune system.

And the Wikis paper!Loads of work is going to come!!

AND IM HOOKED!TOTALLY HOOKED!

on this.
敲敲愛上你
Hooked on him actually.Not the show.=p

He's awesome!
I love his mischievous smile!
And those smart vests he wear!!=))

Too bad cant find photos of his mischievious smile.Go watch go watch!!

Trying to act like girl in waiseut's bag.TEEHEE!see my pointing inwards legs.=p

waisuet and elaine imitating too!so cute!

Spot mavis in the background!=)

I go watch my guy le la!BYE!

2009-06-28T21:00:00.003+08:00

School's starting tomorrow!!

Some parts of me wants it to come, some parts of me dont.

I'm glad that i can see my friends, crack up each other with our lame jokes and act all loony.

But i certainly dont look forward to the lectures, lab practicals, tutorials and projects.=/.

Camwhore alot on saturday!=p
So that my blog will not be too wordy.=)

Want to show off my heels!Though its not very tall to some, but to me is the tallest so far!^_^

Me and joanne~~

okay!

Gotta go do the lab practical 6 everyone's talking about.

Dr Lim please stay quarantined after you get back from Japan please.

HEHE.

2009-06-26T23:56:00.004+08:00

I'm aching from head to toe.

Espescially my right butt,got hit by a volleyball yesterday while playing a game.

Anyways,Sentosa was fun!!

The games they planned are awesome!!Food is great too!

First meet up at vivo monorail there, thought i was kinda late. But only 3 ppl was there when i arrived.PHEW!=)

Headed on to Siloso beach, divided into 2 small teams,played something like dodgeball.Running here and there avoiding being hit by the ball.quite fun!=).

This is where i got my aching butt from.

Then "caterpillar", tie legs together and move newspapers like "tiles" we need to move on to grab water bombs here and there.This one's not bad too!Though its abit painful when others step on your toes!HAHA!

Rest and had lunch.Super thirsty!The sandwiches filling are more than the bread slices.There are smashed boiled eggs with blackpepper(i think), crispy ham slices and some crabmeat thingy.Yum!=)

Then we played "battleship?".Abit hard,cause i cannot throw very hard, arm no strength. And kana waterbomb from other team! Their water bomb got seaweed inside de!HAHA!and some droplets splashed into my mouth,salty de sea water!EW!And we bombed Shaun the gamemaster in the end.=p

After that played Captain's ball while yuhan and Shaun prepare the next game.The sand super hot!Can cook an egg on it already!And i super lousy in Captain's ball, in school everytime nobody pass me the ball.So i was abit dreading it.But quite fun also.

Went back to replace my plaster and saw what yuhan and Shaun is preparing.I was like OH NO!, cause i saw a RAW CHICKEN!

The second last game,they stringed up fishballs,bread,pineapple,dragon fruit,plastic bottle, slipper and a RAW CHICKEN!WITH THE HEAD INTACT!

We are supposed to stand in a row,2 teams,pull the string through any top or bottom and move the food from one end to another.Super funny,i just let go off the RAW CHICKEN instead passing it to Sarah at my side.I just cannot stand the cold prickly skin of the RAW CHICKEN, and it is like so soft but abit heavy.

Haha!But very fun lah!Still got caucasians take photo of us.

Last game!Washing machine!Lazy to explain!BUT THIS GAME ROCKS!Fun fun fun!First time i got flipped in the air.Nice experience.=)

Then we all play abit volleyball.Shaun and Joel taught some of us how to play properly.I just realised im playing the wrong way!I guess i wasnt paying attention when Joanne was teaching me the last time!

Then washed up,had a quick dinner and rushed to mass bible study.

The last part of Songs of Soloman!And my sermon notebook is missing.OH BOY OH BOY!Where could it be?All my notes inside!How!

Slept till 1pm today!Remembered being awaken by mum/dad asking me to eat carrot cake in the fridge.Super hungry!Actually want to rest my aching body at home but changed my mind.

Had Bs with Gina at Jurong west library cafe.It was fulfilling!Realised that she's actually really sweet!And i love her smile!So sunny.=)

After that met up with Sis to go orchard shopping.

Realised i actually exercise quite a lot this week.Swimming on Monday, Brisk walking on Tues, Sentosa on thurs, shopping today in heels(considered lah!) and im going to do some more exercise this sunday.

Jiayou!Tone up all the flabs!=)

2009-06-22T22:55:00.004+08:00

OH MY GOODNESS!

I woke up at 5pm!

I guessed im physically tired from all the events from previous days.Gotta replenish my energy.So woke up so late.

Didnt get to swim last night.A thunderstorm came suddenly.Frustrated leh!

So went home with Sharon and Jason with us.Sang karaoke!Fun lah!At home sing also not bad.But of course not as fun as at Kbox.=)

Sang till quite late,when we have to sing very softly.

So i was saying..I woke up so late.

Had brunchiner(breakfast,lunch,dinner).Which is actually coffee and biscuits.HAHA!

Played abit computer.Then headed on to Jurong West Sports complex!Swam for an hr plus.

I dont know how to slow down my freestyle eh.Swim very fast no stamina.=(.Kept stopping halfway.

Happy leh!Think i burn some fats today!Then after showering went up to look at the gym.

Nice!All brand new facilities!And still got women's corner.We shall go try it out next time.=)

Tmr evening brisk walking with joanne!^_^

2009-06-21T17:34:00.002+08:00

JB was fun!

Bought a skinny denims,nail polish,a pink top,and a pair of black heels.I love the black heels,got a tiny strap in front.And i guess it's the most highest heels i have bought so far.

I have 3 black heels.=/.

One kitten heels de,another one infront too narrow,so i seldom wear le.
This new pair behind is comfortable and in front okay.
Just that im abit not used to the height and walk abit unnatural.=)

Ate bakuteh and A&W at JB.I only like A&W float and curly fries.The conie dog is so so.

We went to the wrong Jusco.HAHA!ended up cabbing here and there total 4 times.

The first driver was super friendly, the rest is kinda hostile.And they never go by meter de.Drive super fast and keep braking here and there,we almost collided with a car.

And i guess city sq's best place to shop after all.

Rushed home.Showered.Packed bag.Want to catch the last 157.

And i missed it cause i was looking at my compact mirror while the bus just ran by me.So frustrated i almost pull all my hair out.Took 99 to clementi instead.Haha

Cabbed from clementi.Told driver the wrong road.Apparently "walk" and "road" is different.We went to another house number 7.Super ulu lor that house,very deserted.Lucky i never get off the cab and got to the right place in the end.Phew!

Quite fun!The movie marathon.Kinda felt like a chalet.Love shaun's gigantic living room and the lighting very comfortable.=)

Shared a bed with Gina.Dont know whether i snored anot.=).And super funny, aaron who's sleeping in the sleeping bag on the ground, said i kept dropping my pillow on him waking him up.Cannot recall!HAHA!

Woke up.Played uno with jiaying,sarah and gabriel while the rest get some rest.Then we all headed on to Mac to have breakfast.

Then some of us goes to JW service.Father's day drama today.Not bad,some parts are damn hilarious.Then headed home.Tired.

Am going to go for a swim later!I miss the pool!WOOHOO!!=)

Wordy post.lazy to upload photos.

2009-06-20T01:47:00.002+08:00

Thursday out shopping with Elaine!

Walked around Bugis Junction. Many many shops changed le. =)

Saw 2008/2009 organisers for sale.What's the point?Who will actually buy, already june le.Guess they were just trying their luck.Will you buy?=/

Then went to street.Got super tempted and bought a polka dot dress and a high waist skirt.I really no self control!!Elaine spend loads.Haha.

And we had long john silver!It's becoming a ritual, we wld eat tt whenever we go bugis.=p

Went to National library and read magazines to pass time cause Elaine's meeting her mum afterwards.

Fun day!Thanks elaine!

Friday laze around in bed till noon again.

Woken up, shocked to see my mum at home. She's abit sick,so took leave. but the phone kept ringing, saw her working on the laptop again.

Poor mummy.And i think she really looks beautiful,looking at her today, just suddenly feel so much love for her.=).

Then went to expo early for BS with Gina, then mass bible study with Pastor Tan.Though my butt aches for sitting so long.

Will our butt grow bigger because of long periods of sitting down.I hope not!!
Though i know we should never sit down immediately after running!Your butt really will grow bigger!

Reached home,hot, thirsty, hungry and with a super big headache.

Super happy, mum queued up to buy us wanton noodles at the famous stall.Love her!=)

I'm seriously going to have a p0t belly!Kept eating late at night!=(

YAY~JB tmr then movie marathon at shaun's place!
YAHOO!

2009-06-15T00:59:00.005+08:00

LALALA~~

I SUPER DUPER LOVE HOLYDAYS CAN!

Haha.

Served at dialect church today.Super scared at first.After that okay lah.

Oh yup!And i saw Alison at church today too!I liked to msg ppl "i saw you!".Looked at them look at hp and look around, msged back that they cant see me.I then tell them where i am.

HAHA!I couldnt move from my position too.I was in front of the lift.I was kinda "guarding" it.Cause they arent ready down there yet.=).

Today's my first time serving at a ministry.

I helped to open lifts and hold lifts open for elderlies.

My friends will be horrified.Cause in school i everytime will mixed up the "open" and "close" buttons.I must think very long,the arrows pointing outwards is open,inwards is close.I "kiaped" people before too.

Maybe i should start thinking what ministry i want le.But i dont know i egligable anot yet.=/

Ended super late around 7.0_0.HAHAHA!

I went home,showered,ate.Play computer.

Tmr watching movies with girls.Guiping's bday celebration!

Saturday's JB again!This time we will be smarter and go other shopping centres.Apparently, the one we went in the first place is the most expensive touristy place.

Then sat night movie marathon at Shaun's place!Then i go sunday service.They will force me to sleep early so i can wake up on time for service leh.

HARRRR.AND RISK MISSING OUT ON ALL THE FUN?NO WAY!=P

I WANT TO BUY PRETTY RM20 SHOES!Eva say got de.^_^

But i no money now eh.How?Why my tuition job havent come leh.=(.Must pray hard!

Shot from NANA on a super sunny afternoon after out last paper!=)

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~HOLYDAYS!

2009-06-13T01:28:00.004+08:00

Today missed pm meeting again!

Ended up going to one pm only.Kept overslept cause study till late for exams..

Woken up by elaine's msg.Meet Girls at CC Macdonald's for breakfast and gossip.=)

I'm glad i went to the mass Bs today!It was amazing!

Thanks S, if you are reading this, just wana tell you i'm glad that i have friends like you who pull me up when i fall, on times when im about to make the wrong choices, thanks for being there to direct me back on to the right path! I find myself being all whiny and annoying this days,Sorry!Must be the weather.=p.

Speaking of weather.It is TOO HOT!If only i can shave myself bald.

How wide and long and high and deep is the His love? It will be beyond imagination.=)

And God also put us in the "wilderness" sometimes too. I used to think "why you let this happen to me?" when bad things happen in the past.I thought He love me lesser.But no!He still loves, He did it because He loves me. And so that i can grow.

And once again!God speaks!on wed i think.

I always get very excited cause when He speaks, He repeats it through different channels to confirm.I was watching Ulf ekman's podcast,one i just randomly pick from hundreds that i've downloaded.He was focusing on Gen 15.Next day my next bible reading chapter is exactly that one!

He says not to be afraid. And He's my shield, my very great reward.Cause like Abram, i begin talking to Him in a kind of tone like, where's the thing that you promised you would give?It's not here.

And He showed Abram what He actually has in store for him.And what he has in store for me is far greater than i can imagined.

It's not the first time He spoke. And i want more encounters!more experience with Him!

There will be days i fall.But no way am i going to leave.
Someone once ask me, how long are you going to stay in this church.
You kidding me?I'm staying for eternity.

Love you.=)

2009-06-09T12:33:00.002+08:00

Yay!!

Immunology done!!

Yesterday one whole day cram my head with all those information.Just now after exams still abit dazed.Friends say i talk until very wierd they dont understand what i'm saying.HAHA!And i was talking to Changhui halfway suddenly say what "site of infection".

Really information overload.

And i mixed up some of the stuff.But alright lah.=)

Next is DBG,Developmental Biological Genetics.

Now go rest first.Brain wash.Then start revison again.

It's like no point la.After the paper, i empty my brain and fill with other stuff again.Hee.=p

Perservere!

2009-06-07T22:59:00.007+08:00

Sunday~~

Went out with Joanne,Sharon and sharon's husband, jason and her mother-in-law today.

Waited very long for them to come fetch us.Joanne and me got bored~So we took photos.We wore same top today!=)

First went to the library!We love books!We are bookworms!=).

I shall read the books after exams!I just love to spend one whole day curled up reading a book!!

Then had dinner at IMM.Look at fridges,washing machines,stoves..

After that headed to East Coast Park!!

Super hard to find parking space!We are happy when we found one!=).Lucky!

So we start taking photos.haha!

Me and joanne tried to learn how to ride bicycles..Quite fun!But abit tiring.The bike very heavy.And the pedals kept cutting my ankles.=/.

Then switched to double bikes.Easier lah!I think i used to double bikes le.Everytime double bike.HAHA.Less stressful.

Tired!And i think i gaained fat instead of lose fat today.

Didnt exercise much and drink strawberry oreo bubble tea..HAHA!=P

And i seriously need to get started on my work!

Though i studied abit in the car.Reading aloud, repeating again and again!Guess it's kinda annoying.No choice.I'm a read aloud person.=p.

Candid photos Nadiah took!Seriously candid.Not those fake candids i posed for.=p

My fav. past time:Playing with my hair. =p
NANA!

SASUKE DRAGON!

DADA!FROGGY'S MUMMY.

I GOTTA GO STUDY.

BYE!

2009-05-30T23:23:00.002+08:00

Having 2 term test next week and 2 common test next next week.

17 chapters for CCTA and 6 chapters for MMB.

And guess what?I've only read through the first 2 chapters of MMB.

I'm completely not ready.

And still have DBG and Immunology common test coming up.

Yet there's no sense of urgency.=/.Something must be wrong with me.

Anyways, went with church mates to my first mass bible study with Pastor Kong this friday right after school.Interesting but i kept dozing off.I missed listening to all those precious lessons!Hope they have online videos.But most probably not leh.=/.

Next friday i'm going to stay focused throughout!

Today's mini emerge was great too!=).

Im off to my books now!Bye!

2009-05-24T22:11:00.008+08:00

It has been a busy week!=)

The projects are coming out all at one go!UFS,MMB,Wikis..

And the pedigree's due,and i have done badly for my family tree and traits.=/.I left everything to the last minute.I just couldnt get started calling all my relatives and asking them about dimples and whether they can roll their tongues,etc.=(

Makes me recall one game we played when i crashed one of N354's cgm.The writing of description abt the person on a paper sticked behind their backs.Someone wrote "good time management"!

But i think i seriously have super bad time management.I'm always late.Rushing from this place to the next.And the same for assignments,projects,and exam revisions too.Too little time,too much things to cram in.

But i'm gonna change it!And no more procrastinating!

Okay pictures time!=)

I intentionally wore diff colour socks cause i cant find a matching pair.

Nadiah was laughing at me for this until we realised she also wore different colour socks.But she not purposely.HAHA

Stare at banana.Smile.Munch Munch. So cute!

The New Paper Fan.

Girl who hides frm camera.=p.You wear diff colour socks!HAHA!

lab lab lab.3 times a week.9 hrs on even weeks,12 hrs on odd weeks

Okays so the 4 pheonix(Violet,Sharon,Joanne and Chloe) went to JB on saturday!

Plus violet's boyfriend.

Also to celebrate violet's bday.=).Happy birthday!

Photo taken with pretty sharon on bus to customs.Still got more on fb.Joanne crop herself away.=/.

Citysq shopping mall.Not bad.Had macdonald's 2 piece fried chicken,cannot be found in s'pore mac.

Shopped non-stop.

Then headed out to "forgot".

The cars was like honking for no reason.A few honking at the same time.Funny.

Back to city sq for portugese chicken.Service is not good.But the egg tarts are yummy!

At the end tried to finish up our ringgit.

Spotted a store we missed earlier on.

Quite nice leh the clothes!4 of us were in the changing room at the same time.

FUN!I love having 3 sisters lah!=)

Tired,bloated and satisfied at the end of the day.

Lucky sharon's husband come fetch us from woodlands.Thank you Jason!=)

Homed.Showered.

Start doing projects again.

This morning wake up.

Lazed around.Then went to church.

Amazing service revved me up again.=).

Filled with energy and enthusiasiam,i rushed to Clementi.

Discussed project with isabelle and waisuet.Took video of them.HAHA

Actually wanted to play badminton,but me and sharon got lazy in the end.

Made my props for UFS video.Dont tell you what is it.Shall upload video of it when we're done!

HAHA!=)

Tmr morning UFS project,then MMB project before lessons!!

JIAYOU!!=)

2009-05-17T01:09:00.004+08:00

New update!!

Last night did manicure and pedicure with Sharon,my 2nd sis.She taught me how to put on nailpolish properly.Cause i really paint nails badly.Then we realised my nails also kinda uneven,so after this coat drop,i will let my fingernails rest.=)

Then went bugis before service today.But didnt buy too much.Save money for JB shopping trip.=)

Service great as well!And i saw Toro after that!

Shuai!He sang one song!He's singing more in tmr's church service,which i cannot attend.=/.Sad.

Here's some pictures

photo frm super long ago.last week i think.You know those tiny fruit flies you saw around old bananas!This is how they look!Here's one sleeping one,Nadiah's fruitfly.She lost the picture of my fruit fly,with white mutated eyes de.

We made them sleep,then put them under the microscope.I was pushing the fruitfly with the brush and looking under the microscope.I almost screamed out loud.I thought it's awake!and it looks huge under the microscope!haha!

Then some of my friends was like freaking out.Put the "sleeping medicine again".Say the fruit fly like going to wake up lidat.so cute lah.haha.

Stormy clouds from friday.I actually like the weather just before a big rain sometimes.The grey skies and the strong wind.I would like to have coffee inside somewhere,looking at the rain splattering on the windows.=)

Incanta dream purfume i bought today.I think i only like this smell amongst all the others.Just getting a whiff of this sweet smell from time to time feels great.Yummy smell.=)

Braids joanne did for me.=).Which came off after awhile.=(

Love this new dress!=)

Bye!=).END OF POST.

2009-05-10T23:59:00.002+08:00

What's wrong with guys nowadays?

I ended them all before they even started.

I shld write up a list of dos and don'ts.
(When you are friends,not yet in relationship)
1.Dont be clingy
2.Dont act insecure
3.Dont keep msging.
4.If you cant sing,dont sing to her.
5.Get to know more abt the girl first,dont immediately ask them out.
6.Dont sweettalk,
7.Call them names like darling,when you are still friends,makes me wonder how many more girls have u called darling or whatever

And if you are not a christian,i wont even consider at all.I love God so much.I want someone who loves Him too.

Though there were times when i got tempted to start a relationship with a non-christian,but,at last i didnt make any move.

I really really like confident and charismatic guys.Guys who are hardworking and have goals,knowing what they want in life.

And the more quiet you are,the more attracted i am to you.X)
The more you dont talk to me,the more attracted i am.

I'm wierd.=)

2009-05-07T17:25:00.006+08:00

New addition to the family!Presenting SNOWBALL!!X)

My sister rescued this 8 weeks old kitten near our bus-stop on tuesday!Took it to the Vet the next day but had to wait for it to become older before it's ready for injection.=)

See how tiny snowball is in contrast to my hand!

My dear baddie is now moody.He knows there's a cat and we wldnt let him near snowball.We read and need 3 days before they can meet.Cause snowball is entering into "Baddie's territory".Kind of something like that.

Poor boy.Dont be moody.

Drew this during CCTA lab.Bored.=p

Here's some short videos!

Baddie playing with the new toy.

Snowball!In the last few seconds.You can see him running backwards!So cute!Cannot walk or run quite well now.Too young.

Snowball again.Hopefully the scratching post that baddie ignored can be put into use now.

bye!

2009-05-03T01:57:00.002+08:00

I just realised i have a bad habit.

Not sleeping early!!

Now waiting for show to load.Super long.

So i shall do some blog surfing and facebooking.Too bored le.No life ah.=/.

2009-04-20T20:48:00.008+08:00

Today first day of school!!

Actually want to meet up with friends to buy lecture notes,but i overslept.
Had an awful nightmare,dreamt that i found out i got a terminal disease.=/.

School so far so good..

Tried to take picture of colleague Eileen on Friday.She refused to let me take photo.Haha!

So i decided to take photos of myself instead!^_^

Eileen has really been a great partner to work with.We gossiped about beauty tips,strange happenings and recent events while we scanned and tagged the books.She's a great colleague who provided sweets,tissue,plasters and medicated oil!!HAHA!!=)

Wo men you yuan zai jian!=)

Sweet Nadiah pass me this lovely cat clips!Love them!^_^

And Sis Sharon intro me this tattoo eyebrow thing and i have just one word for it.AWESOME.Water and smudge proof,easy to draw.

Yesterday celebrated Dad's bday at Jurong Point.

HAHA!!I press wrong button.=p.Took video instead of picture

2009-04-19T02:44:00.002+08:00

I love my cell grp!=).

Didnt managed to get my pay on friday.

So borrowed from sister first and immediately go jurong point get the bag.

No more black de le.So i got the brown with gold buckles.But its ok!Joanne says she thinks brown's nicer than black.=)

Tuesday agent is coming down to Ngee Ann to pass me my pay.He finally replied me just now.=).Hai me worried for so long.

Tmr gotta work in morning and dinner with family in evening for Dad's bday.

I never want to be apart,from you ever again.
I want to sing until i'm lost in your love.♥

2009-04-17T01:29:00.002+08:00

Fun cell grp meeting today!!haha

Played uno and taboo.=).and eat!!

Watermelons are super heavy!super super heavy can!

Cause i bought them,im in charge of fruits today.And i dont really how to choose good ones.

And the man selling fruit help me choose not sweet de!=/.Must be purposely throw me all the lousy ones.=(

And i realised aunties got a bad habit.Ask the shopkeeper their thing good anot.Like for this instance,an auntie ask:ni de xi gua tian bu tian de?*at the same time giving suspicous look*

Of course will say yes de lah!Chay!

tmr last day of work loh!=)

2009-04-14T22:04:00.005+08:00

WHEEEEEE~~~

School's starting soon!So excited!

Yep,you didnt hear me wrongly.IM EXCITED FOR SCHOOL!

Gonna go hunt for a new pencilcase.Year one was like throwing pens and pencils inside bag.

And im eyeing a black bag with gold buckles.Heh!=).Though its kinda small to put my notes..

Reminds me of the past,in primary school.When school reopens means new bag,new shoes,new pencilcase,textbooks in those plastic wrapping paper.I miss those days..

Okay year 2 already.

Must start pulling up my socks le.

No more being late for school.No more missing morning lectures.No more falling asleep in lectures.

Anyways,my list of needs and wants are getting longer.Not good ah.

Cant wait for my Ntu job paycheck to come!=)

Wana jog with sharon again!But this sunday celebrating dad's bday in advance.=)

Blog too wordy.Let you see my face!Hurhur.

TATA!

2009-04-06T18:31:00.002+08:00

YIPPEE!Tmr no work!

Yesterday evening after work in cck,went home bathe then went jogging with my 2nd sister,Sharon.

She suggested going to stadium to jog so we can moniter our distance and progress.Her husband drove us there,and Sharon actually thought chinese garden swimming pool there got stadium, but when we got there,we saw a BIG SOCCER FIELD.

HAHAHAHA!Mixed up!

Then headed on to the staduim near the swimming complex in jurong west.

Ran 2km,started walking then ran another 200m.Sharon ran 4km without stopping.o_o

After that went over to jw library to return and borrow books.Sharon recommended a nice author.And it's really hard to put down the book when you start reading it.It's really good.=)

Today actually gonna meet up with girlies for movie.But changed to nxt week le,looking forward to it!=)

Tmr i shall put my feet up and relax,then head over to church in evening to have bs with Gina.

Anyway,if you are wondering why im not going to work tmr.We finished the chinese library.And they will call me back if they need help in Lee Wee Nam.Pls call me back~~

2009-03-29T00:33:00.002+08:00

Pastor Phil preaching was great!

But what amazed me is that before going to service i was saying i wana pray for my eczema so that i can eat seafood again.Then Pastor Phil prayed for healing just now,and he said something like,someone here has eczema on their hands,and dry skin,then he prayed for some others as well.

AMAZING!!PRAISE THE LORD!

You've taken me under your wings.

Friday night last minute went to slpover at isabelle's(ah li) house with yuhan!

Watched Marley and Me,fall asleep halfway through the movie.

Next day woke up and opened the curtains wide to expose the sunlight to wake them up!MUAHAHA!

Isabelle plucked yuhan's eyebrows!Haha!Yuhan keep frowning cause it hurts.

Pretty up then head for service!

Taken this ages ago,found this in the library.Old design chinese book.haha!

Trials are meant to make me bigger!

I cant control my situation but i can control how im going to react in the situation!

Hold on tight and do not lost what you have with God now!

He believes in you when you dont believe in yourself!

Hold me now

And never ever let me go

My jesus, my precious saviour

I'm forever yours

2009-03-22T23:18:00.002+08:00

I love naps.=)

Suddenly have a urge to swim!Even dreamt of swimming just now in my nap.HAHA

Haix.New goggles wasted.Only used twice now thrown aside le.

Tmr back to work again in NTU library!

Here i come,dusty books!!

2009-03-19T22:00:00.004+08:00

Due to work, i have to wake up really early.

I love mornings!The dark sky turn pink.And birds chirping.and the slightly chilled air.

A brand new day has started!

This morning, on my way to work, i came across a shivering cat in the carpark.

I quickly asked my Dad to come rescue the cat.

When i got home, I saw the cat in Baddie's(my own cat) cage, with food in it. It's not shivering anymore, but my Dad says tt its not eating anything.So we put a bowl of water inside and I saw it drinking from it.It looks very weak and tired.

I dug out the "The complete idiot's guide to living with a cat" book and got very excited.I want to let baddie have a cat friend too!

Then just a few hrs ago, it started meowing really loudly, my mum,dad and me(3 of us at home only then) rushed to the kitchen to see.

Then me and my mum started saying we want to bring the cat to a vet. But my Dad says No,He will take care of it until it is better and set it free again.

I stayed in the kitchen, and heard the "Meows" getting louder then a "bump!" sound,i thought it was nothing and went back to call my sister, to ask her what should i do.

Then i heard my mum and dad in the kitchen, i thought my dad is going to set the cat free,so i rushed to the kitchen.

My dad is actually taking the dead cat out of the cage.It actually was gasping for breath just now and the "bump" sound i heard actually is the cat collapsing dead!

=(.=(.=(.

God, i hope you let the cat go to heaven so that i can see it there next time when i got to heaven.

I didnt even manage to capture a picture of the cat before it's gone.=(

My cat.No more cat friend..=(

2009-03-13T01:07:00.003+08:00

Praise the Lord!He gave me back the ntu job!Yippee!

Im not supposed to be here.I shld be resting,so that i cld recover frm fever.

But.I cant slp.=/

Anyways,Im really proud of myself!I make my own way to NTU today,find my way around to the chinese library.In the past,i would have been very afraid and timid,and will not get involved with a job without a friend to accompany.

But now,i can do it!=)

And i found myself being punctual for all kinds of things nowadays!I really want to kick the habit of being late!=)

Thank God for what He is doing in my life.You reign!

Erm.But i overslept just now and was late for cgm.Simply too worn out due to fever.But still rushed down,cause today's the first day for W511!=).Had fun!Celebrated samuel's bday as well.=)

I want to get well!By your strife,im healed!

2009-03-10T14:42:00.005+08:00

In case you are curious about what the previous entry is about.Its a Ntu Job that tells me to report for work this mon to fri,making me cancel all my plans for another job,then telling me on sunday not to report for work this monday.

Now i only need to work on sunday and rot from monday to friday at home.

So i've made up a list of things to do:

1)Bake
2)Curl up with a book and cup of coffee for a whole afternoon
3)Catch a movie alone
4)Learn how to ride a bike
5)Have a girl's night in,with movies,junkfood,card games
6)Suntan
7)Have a long picnic at the beach
8)Drama marathon

Pictures from baking the last time.=)

1)chunks of butter cut into pieces.

2)mix with sugar until fluffy

3)Add in beated eggs and mix with sifted flour evenly.

4)Stir in chocolate chips

5)Preheat oven and using 2 spoons put blobs even dist frm each other.

6)Apparently I place the blobs to close together.

Looks easy right?But took 6 hrs and an aching right arm!!Maybe cause i made a big batch.=)

Celebrated Siyi's bday!=)

Later shall go and crash in at the adults explosion thingy!Xp

Bye!=)

2009-03-08T23:49:00.003+08:00

Today the bad news came.

I thought this was my chance to show my faithfulness to you,i thought this was the time all my worries about not being able to fulfill my pledge will be lifted up.

My heart sank,i feel down throughout the day.

Then i suddenly recall what He told me on thurs night.

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will gaurd your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Phil 4:6-7

He showed me this verse 3 times within a few hrs in different forms.

The 2nd time i thought it was a coincidence,the 3rd time i got very excited!HAHA!!It's really Him speaking!!^_^

He already knows what will happen and so told me this verse on thurs.

Okay.I wont worry anymore.

No matter what happen in my life,i should look up to Him and believe in Him and His miracles.

I trust in You.=).

2009-03-07T03:03:00.009+08:00

Today we say farewell.

I've learnt that there are some things/ppl you cant hold on to in your life forever.There are times when we have to let go.It hurts.

But you can hold on to the memories forever.

I shall always remember the good times we've once had.=)

I love you guys.=)

2009-03-03T16:04:00.002+08:00

Im going crazy from boredom!

Woke up at 2pm today.Had a bad dream.=/

Watched dramas,played games and eat.

Now waiting for facebook fish wrangler to let me fish.Must wait super long.

Maybe i should do something productive,like exercise?Pack my room?Work?Next working day is sunday.Still can do what nehhhhhhhhhhh

2009-03-01T22:01:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was great.=)

Went to Grandma hse with mum today.=)

Tmr can work and sunday also le!Finally can earn some money.

Card of msgs.You can see the actual name with mirror image.So cool!

The gifts they gave and the baptism cert.=)

Friday will be my last cgm with W328

Man.Im gonna miss you guys so much.So much memories although im just here for a few months.

But I guess this is for the better,and i will grow through this process.

Im missing you all already.Haix.Im not good with seperations.

Hope i wont start blubbering on friday..

God give me strength.

2009-02-28T12:00:00.002+08:00

Today's my water baptism day!!

Now gonna leave home for church.

Yippee!!

Butterflies in my stomach now.

Haha

Today is the day i commit myself to you.=)

2009-02-21T00:47:00.003+08:00

Im so happy!!

Heh heh!

Just can feel my heart flooding with joy after cgm just now!=)

So besides learning how to worship,i also learnt that the walk with Him will not always be joyful,happy easy days,there will be hard times as well.

And its okay to run the race slow cause its not a sprinting race,its a marathon.I just felt a rock lifted up from my heart when i heard Mavis said this,cause there were days when i run really slow,and im worried when i find myself feeling weary and slowing down.

Slow nvm,just dont give up!Dont stop if you are tired,slow down But Dont Stop.Cause you all shld know its very hard to get back on track once you stop running.

And like Gershon said,let's propesy over all the stumbling blocks and dry areas in our life!Let God perform His miracles!=)

And i want to thank God for His blessings over my Cell Bio Quiz 2!I was expecting the worse,but it turns out quite well.And I want to thank Him as well cause im top in my cell bio CA marks combine!

But havent add report de,plus this final exam 40%.But still!Its kind of a big achievement for me!

Thank you Father!!

You reign!

I gotta lock my lappie away now.Cause i just cant stop watching dramas.HUMPH.

God give me perseverance and determination!=)

2009-02-16T23:39:00.002+08:00

Keep having thoughts of giving all up.Just leaving the narrow and hard pathway.

Wondering if this are attacks cause 28th is coming.=/

But after talking about Him with Violet.I got all excited again.Im going to stay strong.Nobody is going to stop me.=)

You are worth it.=).
You are my peace,my joy,my everything.

2009-02-14T02:20:00.002+08:00

ROAR!!

HAPPY VALENTINES!

Quite happy with my single status,until this day arrived.

I want to go out for expensive dinner!Dress nice!Roses!Chocolates!Surprises!Gifts!=/

STOP!Change topic.

Study week is here!Then exams!Then HOLY DAYS!!heh heh!=)

I want rashes to go away quick!So i dont have to worry abt what to wear.

Oh ya.Holidays means no more seeing eyecandy.oh no.=/.

2009-02-12T20:15:00.003+08:00

Lately, 24 hrs is really not enough for me.

No motivation to study,keep having drama marathons.=/.I shld lock the lappie away!!

Yesterday went to eunos to have bak ku teh then durian at geylang with arthur,sis and husband after school.

Then we send him to the airport.Good bye my friend!See you 2 years later!=)

Reached home late.showered.AND instead of sleeping,i watched dramas till 5am!ARGH!No self control!How!

Then went to slp.Of course dint managed to wake up for 9am lesson.Then ended up skipping cell bio tutorial.Rashes too itchy le.

Rang stephen and say i cldnt work as well.Lucky someone can take my place.PHEW!

No hot water baths as well!Will irritate the skin.

Sister suspect eczema might not be the cause,it may also be bacteria infection!

Yikes!I go and research,and this kind like will be fatal if the bacteria attack my internal organs or something like that!!

Life stinks!

Going to see doctor tmr!Hope he can cure me before i scratch myself to death.

Bye!

2009-02-04T00:19:00.002+08:00

Just found my swimsuit after turning the whole house upside down and waking up my whole family except my Dad to help me search.

And you know where we found it?

HANGING AT THE CLEAN LAUNDRY POLE AT THE ODD ANGLE!

I looked there like 3 times and didnt saw it.Strange.

Phew!Can go swimming tmr le!=)

2009-02-03T22:10:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow gonna have excel retest.=/.Hais.

Slept for hours in the afternoon today.=).I LOVE SLEEPING!Espescially on warm afternoons!

I just want all the practical tests and exams to be over soon!Studying is tiring.

Picture from saturday.Hee.Camwhore before leaving home.

Kays!I'm off to practice excel.=)

2009-02-02T22:43:00.003+08:00

Peacemakers who sow in peace raise a harvest of righteousness. James 3:18.

God told me this verse above yesterday when i needed Him.I was amazed.

Then i go and wreck havoc again today.

Sorry.Is that person irritate me first.

But i shld have remembered your words,and make peace.

I will try again tomorrow.=)

Hold my hand and guide me.

2009-02-02T01:01:00.003+08:00

I almost faint from anger just now.

Now i then realised people can actually faint from anger.

I tried to keep anger out of my heart, but that idiot really super idiotic,act smart also.

The most wierd person i have ever met in all my life.

Why pian pian is me who have to interact with this wierdo lah.

Papa God,i need you.

Teach me how to forgive.

When i fly, you carry me

2009-01-30T14:31:00.004+08:00

No school today because teacher cancelled lesson.

Supposed to meet up project mates but they suggested to do it online.So i gotta divide research work.Then i supposed i will be the one doing the ppt slides.Humph.Who ask me to be leader.=/.

Feel so lazy lah.

Heard from a friend abt one's suicide recently.

Affected me quite a bit though i do not know the person.Its like you really do not know what other ppl are thinking in their hearts,what they are planning to do.

Life's fragile.

Okay.Let's stop talking about this.

Im so lazy!I dont want to study!

Been watching this korean drama.Nice!

Life's boring this days.School work,project,exams,quizzes,practical tests.ARGH

I need some excitement in my life!

Lucky cat.=/.sleep sleep sleep.

2009-01-27T23:56:00.009+08:00

CHINESE NEW YR DAY 1

Went to grandma hse to bainian.As usual,my family's the first one to reach.

Then left for sharon's and jason's house bainian and arthur joined us.Played abit mahjong,keep winning again.Crazy de,i go and mixed up my tiles,then all the tiles come back,left one to wait "yan jing" still give me "zi mo".Scary leh.But never play money lah.

Then played blackjack,sit beside watch sharon play,they got gamble,only 20-40 cents.Sharon keep winning,20-40 cents win until 10 plus dollars.Pro ah.haha

After that went home.Tired.

CHINESE NEW YR DAY 2

Went to Sentosa with Arthur,Sharon,Jason and Jason's mum.

Watched Cineblast.Rollercoaster thingy.Quite fun,but i think not really scary.Dunno why the girl beside me scream until like that.=/.

Go to the sky ride.It's my second time on it.Not bad lah.Guess the fun part is getting off and on sky ride.=).

But scenery not good de leh and had to hold on tight to flipflops.Heh!

Didnt get to watch Songs Of The Sea.We dont know we have to get the tickets early.Only got slots for 9pm something.=(

So went to have dinner.Let arthur try satay,indian rojak,roti prata and carrot cake and pineapple juice.YUM*burp!

Getting fatter.Got ppl call me mian bao chao ren leh.WO YAO JIAN FEI!!

The rest of the pictures are at facebook.

GOT SCH TMRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

2009-01-25T21:58:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New yr!!

Went to chi new yr service at Expo on sat.=).Superb service!

After that went bugis with cell grp members.They went to eat while i went to meet up with sis and arthur for last minute new yr clothes shopping and singing at the topone ktv.

Didnt manage to find what i like at bugis.=/.Then went to have macdonald's and sing ktv from 11 to 4am.

Screamed out my lungs at some hard songs when i cant reach the note.heh.Xp.

Then poor sister's husband come and drive us home at 4am.

Reached home,showered and collapsed onto bed.Got woken up by mum few hrs later,telling me we will go jp to search for new yr clothes.

Dragged myself up at 12 and go jp.Bought a hot pink tube dress.

Went home,drama marathon then steamboat.

Tmr going granny's house.Dad ask us to slp early.But arent we supposed to "shou sui"?

Pictures time!!

see that thing?It's the glitter wand.To make me shimmer!!

Bak kua!

Steamboat

yum

yumyum

*burp!*

bye!!